more Well I dont know what it is exactly. Perhaps my loneliness has gone to a new state or something and I didn't even notice it. Today something was pointed out to me. I was asked why there was so much food in the kitchen. Turns out I have been eating less and less each day without even noticing it. In the past two days, thinking back on it, I have had a small handful of gummy works and two muffins. Last night I felt hunger pains as I was attempting to go to sleep, but they passed rather quickly. I haven't actively been eating less either, I honestly didn't even notice it until something was said to me about it. When it was brought to my attention I decided I should probably get some food, so I go in the kitchen to look for something. Immediately I'm overcome with a nauseous feeling, you know that kind you get when you eat too much, so I had no desire to fix myself anything. I can't explain my loss of appetite that I have had lately. It's very unusual for me to say the least, as I am normally fighting the urge to over consume. Its not like Im starving myself either, because I would eat something if my body was telling me to. I do not like that shaking feeling often followed by lack of food and hunger, but it is not present. To me, I still feel like I just ate, even on the small amount of food over this week with no loss of energy or cravings. Im lonely, but Im not really sad about it. My brain just feels like its kind of gone on vacation for awhile. Im somewhat stress free from my normal things other than school projects.